:( this is just not my week

Overthinking… Dislike

I don’t want to be here anymore

People are killing me right now

Really? Friends, where the fuck are you. 
I do want to see you and hear from you…i won’t tolerate you being blunt with me either. I am not a girl who is obsessed with her boyfriend , not even close. I want to see my friends, but hey, if you’re not going to bother with me i won’t bother with you either, so in the end all i really do have..is my family and my boyfriend..and my dog. Depressing.

Sick and tired of friends keeping stuff from me too. i cannot help you, and be the good friend that I AM to you if you won’t talk; I haven’t done wrong to you. I want to be there. Just let me be there with you and for you, for christ sakes it’s killing me knowing you suffer.